一年前ぐらいからまともなネットなくってメンタル的に本当に疲れている/Internet problems are making me so stressed, tired and angry i could die from anger

そういえば今まで日本語で説明したことないだっけ

去年の8月ぐらいからずっと光ファイバーが切れたせいでまともなネットがなくて

それからずっと4G接続使ってるけど安定してないのでけっこうストレスな状況

テレワークしてるので仕事にも影響を

ゲーム配信とかフリーズ無でみら見られないと

僕だけじゃなく近所だけじゃなく町全部この問題に影響されてる、フランスの他な町にも

簡単に言うと光ファイバが飽和しているせいでインターネットプロバイダー変えても引っ越しても同じ問題になる確率が多い

インターネットプロバイダーが全部光ファイバ展開な業務委託してるせいであの商売にはまともな仕事してる人ないから最初からそもそも光ファイバの設置がわるい

まあもともと何故良い仕事してない理由は光ファイバの業務委託してる人は設置の早さと数がかせぐので結局本物の問題は相変わらずカピタリスムでゆがんでいる今の人間社会

金持ちが住んでる町では光ファイバの設置

それに

たりないので自分で払う4Gもあるけど

それからずっと4G接続使ってるけど安定してないのでけっこうストレスな状況

下から英語でもっと詳しく説明する

I’m so tired

It’s my internet problems that are making me depressed

At least my work situation improved these past few days

I should DM the people who helped me these 15 months to thank them

But yeah I just want a normal internet connection that works at hours other than 23:00 to 10:00 and isn’t slow 3G

And be able to work properly This is really affecting my speed I can’t watch streams and showcases properly

I want to not feel too bad about it
and tell myself it’s a first world problem
and I’m happy my life situation with my job just vastly improved after 15 months of stressful days
 
and there are people way worse off than me just in france alone
 
but even then I can’t help but feel upset
I pretty much can’t live properly without good internet as everything is with internet these days
I’m just sick of it
 
 
I quickly searched and luckily today’s a day where the twitter search function works (sometimes nothing comes up and it’s incredibly annoying)
 
Here’s one of the threads where I quickly explained the fiber problem in my city and france in general
 
 
I talked way too soon in that tweet below
 
I have two replacement connections
a 4G antenna with a SIM card that my ISP gave me as replacement
and a 4g router i bought out of my own money ,with a sim card whose subscription im paying myself too

My previous ISP were swindlers and also their 4G antenna didn’t work at all

I changed ISPs a few months ago

but like I explained in the thread the same problem is still here

However, this new ISP, the 4g router they lent me works much better

it’s likely that their 4G network is less crowded

or they have more antennas in my city compared to the previous ISP

however, the SIM card only has 200gb of data

they can recharge it

BUT

1/they don’t want to recharge it unless it’s completely over (because they pay for it)

2/i need to call customer service to recharge it, which is only open from 0800 to 2000, so if my data runs out during the night then I can’t do anything

3/somtimes, like today, they don’t want to recharge the SIM for random inconsistent reasons that keep changing

so we’re forced to go to the shop to exchange the sim with a new one with 200gb of data on it

I’m supposed to have internet at all times

I’m not supposed to schedule myself so the data runs out during daytime hours so I can call their customer service and ask them to recharge it, and sometime get someone who does it, and other times some idiot who can’t/dont know how

because that’s the main problem

For some reason now whenever I call it’s always an idiot who answers, who don’t know the procedure and don’t want to recharge it or don’t know how to do it

And they say that i need to wait 30 days between each recharge

Except I already had someone do it without having to wait 30 days, and why should I wait 30 days when i’m supposed to have internet at all times??

I was also told that after recharging the same SIM two times, then you need to go exchange it for a new one at one of the ISP’s shops

That’s what they told me at the shop too

Except several answerers on customer service don’t know this procedure, and dont want to recharge

I got so angry on the phone today for one hour discussing how complete idiocy this is and how they’re incompetent and don’t know their own rules and each person is saying something different

I hate getting angry and it angers me

Anyway so now I’m forced to go to the shop this friday and get a new SIM with 200 gb on it

I really hope they’ll give me a new one & not give me some bullshit excuse or I think I might get so angry I’ll just die or something because of my brain exploding with the blood pressure

1/I’m supposed to have internet at all times

2/ I’m not supposed to have to go to their shop

I wish I was white so I could write all sorts of things to vent without worrying about being police raided at 0600 the next day

BTW I am not paying for this “service”, thank god I’m not paying for this

(the previous ISP wanted to make me pay despite having no internet and still wants me to, so we also need to constantly check the bank account to make sure they don’t take the money)

with that said though, the current ISP billed me this May

normally I don’t have an automatic billing for that very reason

however, my ISP account has positive credit basically because they are currently reimbursing me something

So they took one month bill worth of money from that positive credit even though they shouldn’t have

so I also have to call again to fix that

and yeah I really hope they wil fix that or else I might just die from ange

In july inshallah, assuming I’m still alive then, and the world isn’t like in Hokuto no Ken yet, it’ll be a full year since I’ve been like this

constantly having no internet

I’m saying it again but thank god after 15 months my job doesn’t stress me as much and my job is one less thing stressing me now

I also need to look up to buy a new phone. The one I have now still works but it’s very broken. I need to compare 5G phones and pick one with a very good connectivity and also wiht good wifi network 5G sharing connectivity so I can use it in place of the 4G router I bought, which doesn’t seem to work well. It only works at night 23:00 to 10:00 and sometimes only works in 3G., and sometimes it still cuts. It’s likely because the SIM in it is on a 3G/4Gnetwork is too congested.

Seeing the replcament router from my current ISP work well (Well except i can’t use it now because the 200gbs have ran out), it’s likely that their network is less congested or thy have more antennas in my town

I should be able to check the numbers of antennas

so what I need to do is pick a new phone 5G subscription with them. And then put the sim in the 5G phone I buy, and then share connection with it. hopefully 5G network isn’t too crowded in my city. And the router I bought myself only goes to 4G, so the phone should work better.

But yeah looking for a phone also requires internet

and all these tasks I want to do are slowed down by my slowed down or no internet access at all

it’s dumb saying this but at this rate it feels like it’s just slowing down all my life projects

france is racist, japan is racist, both are hard ot live in complete bullcrap capitalistic countrie. So might as well move to japan. Is what I’ve been thinking these past ten years. I had leads, but then with the pandemic, I don’t even know what to od anymore.

I still don’t know how I could ever move to Japan

The best plan right now is to move to a country close I guess, since moving to Japan pernamently is a nightmare with visas etc even if you get married to a japanese person

I guess the best plan is to move to a country near japan like south korea or indeonesia or something. And then visit japan regularly

Also what I also meant earlier by saying I wish I was rich

I don’t really want to be rich, and thanks god I currnetly don’t have money problems. I just want to have some kind of means to solve this internet problem and also fulfill my dream

also my lack of internet means I’m less on twitter and I can’t interact with pretty rhythm japanese community as much as I want to and make more online friends

my dream is to finally be able to go to japan again and just go to events and meet people and have fun (not comiket because people don’t go there to talk)

and participate in the japanese muslim community

and find someone who’s jpnese and mslim and otaku and who’s willing to become my partner

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